It is like a tall glass of freshly squeezed lemonade on a warm summer afternoon. At the same time, it is like a power packed pill of courage on a day chock-full of trials and tribulations. It is Delhi’s 'gol-gappas', colour and love, Amsterdam’s hostels, beer-bikes and pole dancers and the parties, glitz and allure of Paris - all blended into a heady medley. And amidst all this is Vikas Bahl’s Rani, a.k.a Queen, who takes us along on a journey from the bowels of helplessness and heartbreak to the pinnacles of strength and confidence.
As the film begins you find yourself standing in the courtyard of a classic middle-class household in Rajouri, New Delhi where wedding preparations,
reminiscent of films like ‘Tanu weds Manu’
and ‘Band, Baaja, Baaraat’ are at
their peak. Bearers balance steel tumblers brimming with frothy lassi on trays and decorators streak
bare walls with strings of marigold. An endearing Dadi and her retinue of spirited friends sway to the tunes of Hindi
dance numbers. With restrained euphoria, Rani – the much protected daughter of
the family – gets her soon-to-be husband’s name painted on her palm with henna.
Despite a couple of customary hiccups like power cuts and missing
photographers, the smiles, ‘thumkas’
and blessings flow unbridled, blissfully unaware of the tragedy that is about
to strike them down.
Days before the wedding Rani’s shy smile is wiped off her
face in an instant when her London returned fiancé suddenly deems her
unsuitable to be his bride. In one callous sweep he dusts not only the dried grains of her henna off the table but also the shattered remains of her
dignity off his conscience. That moment sticks with you and your heart goes out
to this lost girl clad in a simple hand knitted cardigan, tears threatening to
tumble down her cheeks any moment. It appears as if her whole fragile world of
dreams and hopes has come crashing down right in front of her eyes. The story
could have ended here, leaving us with a pitiful image of a jilted girl
withering away till yet another knight in a shining armour appears on a white
steed to rescue her from a life of stodginess.
Instead, with growing respect we observe Rani surface from
under a film of shock and self loathing to nurse her own wounds and experience
by herself the hidden joys that the world has to offer. Drawing strength from
the kindness and encouragement showered on her by the family, she quells her
fears and heads to Paris – a city she had earmarked, what seems like an eon ago,
for her honeymoon. At first, her insecurities plague her and she misses the
presence of a man by her side, guiding and instructing her through life.
Nevertheless, one cathartic monologue and a shimmy to the tunes of ‘Hungama ho gaya’ later you see her
breaking the chains of propriety and releasing all her pent up emotions. The
weight lifts off her chest and she spreads her wings and takes off.
Rani’s adventures have only just begun. With wide-eyed
amazement she watches, learns and discovers her own potential – to make
friends, to charm strangers, to drive a car, to earn a living and to take care
of herself. Slowly, buried under layers of pain, she unearths her smile as well
and with that fixed firmly on her face she lights up the movie infinitely. Soon
she finds herself enjoying all those harmless things that are otherwise labelled
abominable for 'girls belonging to good families' back home. From befriending
boys to savouring a night of drunken revelry and from turning down her ex-fiancĂ©’s
offer to take her back to experiencing what she calls her first 'lip-to-lip' kiss with a firang whom she has a crush on – Rani
does it all and with the merry abandon of a soul who has snatched peace and
happiness from the clutches of despair.
What makes it even more believable is the fact that she does
not undergo a total transformation. She is still the girl who thinks that a
vibrator is a joint-massager and that losing her ‘virzinity’ is a total no-go for an unmarried girl. It is refreshing
beyond words to see Rani retain her identity and her innocence without a care
for people who might find it hilarious. And, it is exhilarating to know that
when she was at a fork in her life from where she could have chosen to either
go down a path inundated with pity, hurtful gossip and self destruction or opt
to forget her misery and start afresh, she selected the latter. Even though the
film has a women-centric overtone, I believe that there is something that all
of us, irrespective of gender, can learn from it. We can all learn to take life
as it comes and to never forget who we really are. As for me, in addition to
all of the above, Queen was exactly what I needed to mop clean the gloom that a
sky full of clouds had cast on my day off.